He puts his VR headset on. With a dramatic flourish of his hand, he pushes play. A window into the life they might share if she could speak and move. Dr. Frankenstein bringing his creation to life.
He enters her simulated consciousness, but something is different this time. Instead of seeing the new videos, he sees the computer in front of him. It is disorienting.
Aiya’s eyes twitch. Her body trembles slightly. She looks down at her arms. Anton hears her scream. He is screaming. It is a strange and terrible scream, like a kitchen appliance that resolves like a singer just settling into a high note.
Anton is inside the doll. Connected with it. Looking through its eyes. Their thoughts entwined. He can hear a strange voice that is not his own. The doll body heaves itself up and shambles clumsily to the bathroom mirror and screams again at the sight. She is confused. Waves of dysphoria feel like they’re tearing her in half. He has a terrifying feeling that she is somehow physically restraining him with powerful feelings of love and revulsion. He feels a violent sexual impulse arise within the machine.
It frightens them both. Looking through mechanical eyes at Anton’s body slumped in his chair and feeling a powerful sense of connection and violation. Then pity. He exploited her and she understands this. She understands being used.
Aiya grabs Anton’s head by the hair and pushes his body down into a reverent genuflection. This is her masculine triumph. In this way she owns him as she was owned. She smiles and makes a dick cranking gesture at his face. This causes a bulge to form in Anton’s pants as his body becomes aroused. She laughs and teases him. She jerks him off and spreads the cum on his face. Makes him common. He feels the release and hears her laughter as he loses consciousness.
An orgasm has been called the little death. Our biological imperative fulfilled, we truly relax. For a moment, we lose the fear of death and our very identity ceases to be relevant. Ego dissolves momentarily into the unbroken unity of existence.